I have such a love/hate relationship with my blog I don't even know if I should blog anymore. I hate the things I put up more than anything. I wish my blog could be so different.... "Well, then make it different" most of you probably think, but ok. Right now I can't. I have nothing to photograph with, for one. And I always get stuck... I wish I could just put up anything I want and just not really give a fuck, and just... argh, don't even know. And I hate that I can sit for hours with on post because it doesn't look the way I want. And the past post are so "artificial".. for the lack of a better word. Just things I put up because I didn't have anything else, and I hated those.
OMG JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. ok.
There is alot of things I love too. But most of the time the hate takes over. Lately even more. I get so frustrated blogging. And I've had absolutely nothing at all to put up the past.... year...
Ok. I just wanted to let you all know that I'll be back. Ehm, sounded like I was quitting, wasn't it? No. But... Just a little explaination I guess, and I wanted to tell you that I'll just take a break. <no joke, I've been on that break for so long now it's kinda obvious.
Do you even care anymore? The few people that keeps coming back. Why do you still care? Kinda amazed me, and confuses me... and all inbetween.
And I really miss talking to the few of you who have actually become my internet friends.
But yeah. Until then! AND WHEN I COME BACK I'LL FREAKING MAKE IT DIFFERENT. Deal. Yes.