Here's an old selfportrait from 2010. My hands too. I've posted this picture before, but with a completely different editing. They look like two completely different photos, seriously. How you edit you pictures can contribute alot to the feeling. I actually like this one more than the first one, but I really liked the other one when I made it. It took a long time editing it to make it look realistic because the hands are mine. I think this one gives a more dark feeling than the last one did. This one is like more raw and real.