i promise. on everything i am, i promise.
Take a sprinkling of fairy dust, An angel's single feather, Also a dash of love and care, Then mix them both together.
yesterday i looked through an envelope of pictures from when i was little. and i mean little-little. and then i got to hear the story of how i was born. the whole story. i've heard a few bits of it before. but not the whole thing. i was born two months pre-mature, and both me and my mom almost died. and she didn't get to even see me for a few hours, they rusched me away even before they told her i was a girl.
i have such a respect for my mom, for everything she's gone through. for everything she's done for me. for the person she is. she truly is fantastic, and i get scared when i think about where i would be without her. i'm so blessed to have her. she is so so kind, and such an amazing person.
everybody deservs a person like her in their life.
i have such a respect for my mom, for everything she's gone through. for everything she's done for me. for the person she is. she truly is fantastic, and i get scared when i think about where i would be without her. i'm so blessed to have her. she is so so kind, and such an amazing person.
everybody deservs a person like her in their life.
i can't believe that is me. almost 17 years ago. it's so..... i don't really know how to put it in words. but it's sad seeing.
i was so tiny, so so tiny and fragile.
will you remember me in fifty years? because i'll never forget you
Δ be nice to people. it's a wonderful legacy to leave behind Δ
I'm quite fond of this guy. And his twinsister. This is my moms godson. It's so fun to see him grow up, to have seen him be inside the womb and then when he finally was out in the world, so, so tiny. It's been two years in december, and time moves so quick. Feels like yesterday we went to the hospital with their big brother, to meet for the first time.
It's really fun to have been there seeing them grow up. And it makes me think of how precious it must be to be a parent in an other way than i have before. A different view on it all. How precious it is to be there for all things, small or big, seeing them take their first steps, seeing them grow, and learn and talk and... everything.
Its fun seeing him grow. And you all on my blog kinda have that too, too. And I just remembered i haven't posted the pictures i took for them at their 1st birthday. Someday those too, will be shown.
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them in the process of growing {from the archieve}: I - II - III - IV - V - VI
It's really fun to have been there seeing them grow up. And it makes me think of how precious it must be to be a parent in an other way than i have before. A different view on it all. How precious it is to be there for all things, small or big, seeing them take their first steps, seeing them grow, and learn and talk and... everything.
Its fun seeing him grow. And you all on my blog kinda have that too, too. And I just remembered i haven't posted the pictures i took for them at their 1st birthday. Someday those too, will be shown.
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them in the process of growing {from the archieve}: I - II - III - IV - V - VI
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yesterday i got my long wanted iphonecase. i've loved it for quite a while now, so i decided to buy it. i got it yesterday, and when i opened it my dad was all like "but... but your shirt, it's the same". and it was, and i hadn't even had one thought about that. ehm. it's quite identical actually. i bought that tee over a year ago, and i've worn it quite often lately but i hadn't even had a thought about that. so i stod there with almost the identical tee and case, haha!
well, i really love this pattern/color/everything, obviously.
well, i really love this pattern/color/everything, obviously.
{and if you hate the case, please lie and say you really love it, because it was really expensive. why did i even buy it? eh, i mean. oh well, it's so pretty.}
an update on cayenne
hope you all had a wonderful midsummer. i did... well, stay tuned from pictures from that, 'cause there's quite a lot of pictures to come.... i have 500 pictures i have to sort and edit, but i'm just to lazy. procrastination ftw. but sometime soon. we didn't do any traditional celebrating this year, what did you guys do? the usual traditional thing?
and to the update: cayenne is actually doing soooo good!!! the day after he spent dragging himself around on his frontlegs sitting. he probably was in so much pain still to move his back legs. but the day after he started walking, first on three legs and then full on. so relieved. and he is so increadibly happy, like a whole new dog. he is so happy. he must have been in pain for quite a while... because he has been so grumpy and down lately, not really wanting to do much, and i just thought he was getting old... but it must have been that he was in so much pain, because you should see him now. such a happy dog.
and i found more pics from the summer of 2010. he looks like such a puppy, you should see him now. one ear hanging down, all grayhaired and old. haha. he'll probably go full-on gray in a couple of years. cutie.
and i found more pics from the summer of 2010. he looks like such a puppy, you should see him now. one ear hanging down, all grayhaired and old. haha. he'll probably go full-on gray in a couple of years. cutie.
Oh hai there you!
I have such a love/hate relationship with my blog I don't even know if I should blog anymore. I hate the things I put up more than anything. I wish my blog could be so different.... "Well, then make it different" most of you probably think, but ok. Right now I can't. I have nothing to photograph with, for one. And I always get stuck... I wish I could just put up anything I want and just not really give a fuck, and just... argh, don't even know. And I hate that I can sit for hours with on post because it doesn't look the way I want. And the past post are so "artificial".. for the lack of a better word. Just things I put up because I didn't have anything else, and I hated those.
OMG JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. ok.
There is alot of things I love too. But most of the time the hate takes over. Lately even more. I get so frustrated blogging. And I've had absolutely nothing at all to put up the past.... year...
Ok. I just wanted to let you all know that I'll be back. Ehm, sounded like I was quitting, wasn't it? No. But... Just a little explaination I guess, and I wanted to tell you that I'll just take a break. <no joke, I've been on that break for so long now it's kinda obvious.
Do you even care anymore? The few people that keeps coming back. Why do you still care? Kinda amazed me, and confuses me... and all inbetween.
And I really miss talking to the few of you who have actually become my internet friends.
But yeah. Until then! AND WHEN I COME BACK I'LL FREAKING MAKE IT DIFFERENT. Deal. Yes.
I have such a love/hate relationship with my blog I don't even know if I should blog anymore. I hate the things I put up more than anything. I wish my blog could be so different.... "Well, then make it different" most of you probably think, but ok. Right now I can't. I have nothing to photograph with, for one. And I always get stuck... I wish I could just put up anything I want and just not really give a fuck, and just... argh, don't even know. And I hate that I can sit for hours with on post because it doesn't look the way I want. And the past post are so "artificial".. for the lack of a better word. Just things I put up because I didn't have anything else, and I hated those.
OMG JUST SHUT UP ALREADY. ok.
There is alot of things I love too. But most of the time the hate takes over. Lately even more. I get so frustrated blogging. And I've had absolutely nothing at all to put up the past.... year...
Ok. I just wanted to let you all know that I'll be back. Ehm, sounded like I was quitting, wasn't it? No. But... Just a little explaination I guess, and I wanted to tell you that I'll just take a break. <no joke, I've been on that break for so long now it's kinda obvious.
Do you even care anymore? The few people that keeps coming back. Why do you still care? Kinda amazed me, and confuses me... and all inbetween.
And I really miss talking to the few of you who have actually become my internet friends.
But yeah. Until then! AND WHEN I COME BACK I'LL FREAKING MAKE IT DIFFERENT. Deal. Yes.
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It’s like every time something actually goes right in my life someone somewhere says ”Oh she looks happy, let’s fuck up her life a little more”
The lens, the camera and the harddrive, all broke. In one freaking day.
And it doesn't really matter if I'm a klutz or not. Things break even when I have nothing to do with it, this is a rarely - me being the cause. I'm not even joking, I usually have nothing to do with it. People wonder what I'm doing to my stuff, and I have no idea... Now they broke of gravitational causes, but even without that....And I'm completely broke. Like seriously broke. I can't afford to buy anything new. And a new camera cost 10 000 sek, the lens 1000 sek and a new harddrive around 2000 sek I guess. I don't even think I can afford to even repair it, I'm sure the repair will cost even more than the camera itself...
So If nothing new comes for a while you know why! Hahaha!!!
I went and saw The Hunger Games yesterday. I've been looking forward to this for so long now. And I wasn't disappointed, at all. SUCH A GOOD MOVIE! A few things were different from what I expected from reading the books, of course - that's how it always is... but other than that it was pretty freaking accurate.... Such an amazing story, the books are increadible, and the movie was too... If you haven't, I strongly suggest you go read the books, and then see the movie... Soooo amazing. And the movie was so close to my idea of the book, and that's so rare. Often it's nothing like you thought from reading the books and you're always so dissapointed... but no, not with this one... Just amazing.
Go read it, and see it.... and all of that! You won't be dissapointed!!
And it's full on spring outside now.. It's been a clear blue sky the last couple of days. And yesterday I saw hepatica (< blåsippor in swedish, haha) in the little grove outside.... it's really spring now! And I'm really looking forward to the next few weeks, when everything will be in bloom and the world (hehe sweden, to be corrected) will be filled with beautiful colors again....... And it's so warm in the sun. Layed in the sun and worked on my tan a bit yesterday, haha. It was so warm and lovely.
I'm going out and going to sit in the sun all day.... and other than that I'm going through my old pictures in my folders from 2010 and up and giving them a new edit. So fun! And I bet I'll have many to show! Stay tuned!
Go read it, and see it.... and all of that! You won't be dissapointed!!
And it's full on spring outside now.. It's been a clear blue sky the last couple of days. And yesterday I saw hepatica (< blåsippor in swedish, haha) in the little grove outside.... it's really spring now! And I'm really looking forward to the next few weeks, when everything will be in bloom and the world (hehe sweden, to be corrected) will be filled with beautiful colors again....... And it's so warm in the sun. Layed in the sun and worked on my tan a bit yesterday, haha. It was so warm and lovely.
I'm going out and going to sit in the sun all day.... and other than that I'm going through my old pictures in my folders from 2010 and up and giving them a new edit. So fun! And I bet I'll have many to show! Stay tuned!
KONY 2012 | the invisable children
I'm crying right now.... There is so much I would want to say, so much, but yet I wouldn't be able to get it out correctly because words are failing me badly right now.
I was looking through the videos in my subscription box on youtube and so many of the comments was about "Kony 2012". I though it was just some pointless spam, but after many more of them and a video from one of the people I subscribe to I checked out the video everyone was talking about. It was the farthest from pointless you can come....
I'm crying. And it feels like I'm breaking, just seeing that, but at the same time - the complete opposite. There is hope, there are so many people fighting for this, and so many more that can. We can make a difference, we really can. Take 30 minutes of your day to watch the video above.
You can also go to KONY2012.com/ and sign the pledge, donate money, and get the kit. But above all; share it - it's free.
I'm doing all the things mentioned.
Make Kony famous. Not to celebrate him, but to capture him.
I'm doing all the things mentioned.
Make Kony famous. Not to celebrate him, but to capture him.
GET INVOLVED. STOP AT NOTHING. THE WORLD MUST KNOW.
"To infinity ... and beyond!" ∞
New design. A little bit like a new start. And now I'm just going to write and blog about exactly what I want. Take it or leave it, but I really hope you all stay. I have such an inspiration to blog again! And now it feels like I can blog about anything and everything, and I really love that...
And I'm going to start writing in english again, I'm sorry if not all of you like that, but I love the language, and the fact that I actually think in english makes it kinda weird for me to write in swedish. English is such a beautiful language my heart aches for the day when I can speak it all the time...
AH, such a beautiful language...
And I'm going to start writing in english again, I'm sorry if not all of you like that, but I love the language, and the fact that I actually think in english makes it kinda weird for me to write in swedish. English is such a beautiful language my heart aches for the day when I can speak it all the time...
AH, such a beautiful language...
drawing | self-portrait
A drawing I did which is supposed to look like me. It wasn't ment for it to be like that from the beginning, but in the end I just crazed it up and I actually like it.
What do you think?
A drawing I did earlier which is supposed to look like me. It wasn't ment for it to be like that from the beginning, but in the end I just crazed it up and I actually like it. Very different from how I use to draw, really fun with something new!
:)
Tumblr
Photos from some time in oktober on my way home for school, when the sun was shining and there was color everywhere. I miss that more than
anything right now.. The snow and colorless world outside my window makes me depressed...
anything right now.. The snow and colorless world outside my window makes me depressed...
I've now got a Tumblr. Created one last night, just for the sake of posting things that I am inspired by and stuff I really like. Things I post there Isn't mine just things, quotes and pictures that I link back to which inspires me, just to make it clear. :)
So, if your intrested - here it is.
You're welcome!
مرحبا! هذا هو مكتوب ل أدى أدى ada الذين علقوا أنني قد كذلك الكتابة باللغة العربية عندما كان لا يزال قراءتها، لأنها حلوة!
هل أنت بخير مع العربية ada ؟:)
مرحبا! هذا هو مكتوب ل أدى أدى ada الذين علقوا أنني قد كذلك الكتابة باللغة العربية عندما كان لا يزال قراءتها، لأنها حلوة!
هل أنت بخير مع العربية ada ؟ :)
don't bother go and check in translate.google.se/ - read this instead
(the original translate is kind of... eh.. odd and totally wrong when compared to my original text)
:)
Världens bästa födelsedagspresenter
Fallskärmshopp lyx. Är så himla glad över denna, otroligt att jag ens fick den! Ska bli hur roligt som helst! Jag har velat hoppa fallskärm så länge, något jag verkligen vill göra! Usch vad glad jag är! Håll tummarna för att jag inte dör, åh känner mig så modig! ;) Ingen återvändo nu inte. Ska bli otroligt roligt!
En underbart fin jordglob. Velat ha en jordglob jättelänge! Underbar, älskar den!!
Ett födelsedagskort med en himla fin text innuti tillsammans med paketen. ♥
25 fina röda, rosor. (Två buketter, 15 + 10). Himla fina!
Ett par jättefina skor jag velat ha! Älskar dem. Smutsiga är de på bilden ovan då de användes till skolan idag, helt superunderbara!
Från världens finaste vän som jag älskar så mycket. Cornelia. ♥ Gjorde mig såå himla glad.
Stjärnkikare!!! Åh! Ni som följt min blogg ett tag vet att jag är helt kär i himlen och stjärnorna och har fotat de ett antal gånger. Det är så otroligt vackert. Och kolla vad jag fick! Är så himla glad. Ska bli så spännande och se hur den fungerar! FANTASTISK UNDERBART!!!! Haha, önskar jag kunde bli en astronaut…! :D
Ett himla fint smyckesträd där jag kan hänga alla mina miljontals ringar, halsband och armband. Verkligen välbehövd och det finaste smyckesträdet jag sett!
Här får jag välja en valfri av 50 upplevelser. ÅÅÅÅÅÅÅHHH!! :D Lite beslutsångest bara, skulle vilja göra allt! Blir förmodligen någonting med dykning. Längtar! Har velat dyka hur länge som helst, något jag sett fram emot så länge! Här fanns det antingen; vrakdyk i havet, prova-på-dyk i havet eller dyknings och undervattensäventyr. Åååh!!! :') Tror dykning är någonting som verkligen skulle passa mig!
Alltså fyfan rent ut sagt vilken underbar födelsedag. Skulle inte byta den mot någonting. Har fått mer än jag ens kunnat drömma om, allt precis som jag önskade mig. Till och med bättre. TUSEN, MILJONER TACK!!! :') Är så obeskrivligt glad. Kunde inte ha fått finare saker, hur otroligt underbara grejer som helst. Är så himla glad. och ett himla stort tack till alla som sagt grattis till mig idag, både via sms, facebook, i verkligheten och här via bloggen. ♥ Verkligen känt mig älskad idag. Och väldigt, väldigt bortskämd… Jag känner verkligen de bästa personerna som finns som jag älskar så himla mycket, ni anar inte vad ni betyder för mig!
JAG ÄR SÅÅÅÅÅ LYCKLIG!!! dör lite av lycka!
JAG ÄR SÅÅÅÅÅ LYCKLIG!!! dör lite av lycka!
/världens gladaste Hannah
Dreams
Idag är det fredag. Och jag är lycklig. Jag vakade och jag skriver och skriver.
Försöker att få ur mig vad jag känner. Allt till någonting större. Någonting jag hoppas på.
Någonting jag drömmer om.
Idag är det fredag. Och jag har fortfarande drömmen starkare än förut att resa.
Så jag skriver och skriver. Hoppas och hoppas.
Övertala ska jag också försöka.
Så jag skriver och skriver. Hoppas och hoppas.
Övertala ska jag också försöka.
Ska bli en fin helg i alla fall. En väldigt mysig gissar jag på.
Trevlig helg!
/HL
/HL
Månadens kommentar
"Älskar verkligen dina bilder, dom är så "egna" eller vad man ska säga... det skriker "Hannah Larsson" av dom! :D haha. Du är så jäkla duktig och jag själv längtar tills din kamera kommer så man får se lite nya bilder ;)"
Blev så himla glad över denna kommentar jag fick häromdagen! Det är verkligen vad jag försöker få ut av mina bilder. Visa något nytt, något annorlunda och något som ingen annan gjort innan. Visa hur jag ser på saker och ting. Och det är verkligen, verkligen roligt när flera påpekar det. Denna kommentar gjorde min kväll när jag läste den. Blir jätteglad för alla kommentarer jag får, är alltid så roligt att läsa att folk uppskattar det man visar. Men blir speciellt glad över dem som tar tid och kommenterar istället för korta kommentarer för att mest få besökare själv.
Var tvungen att göra ett litet inlägg om denna fina kommentar. Får bli oktobers kommentar. Får se om det blir någon denna månad!
Om detta var en rolig idé? :)
/HL
50D
Jag är ganska lycklig idag om man säger så. Denna älskling ligger nu framför mig, så ska sluta skriva och ge mig ut i trädgården och fota som en galning. Skulle dött om jag varit utan kamera längre nu. ;) Kommer snart in med tusenmiljoner nya bilder att visa! Gah! Några testbilder ovan bara. Hur mycket nytt som helst att lära sig har man nu…
Kärleeeeeek till tusen alltså* ♥
/HL
En liten, plutt Cinnamon
Men fyfarao vad söta de är!! Ge mig valptiden tillbaka. ♥
/HL
