even if i long time ago started to hate the city that brought me up, the city i've lived in all my life, i have to admit it's started to grow on me on all my long walks. it's actually quite beautiful and not everything is shitty about it. it actually is quite beautiful sometimes. 

 

but i still would never call it mine. it isn't mine.

mine is still out there somewhere yet to be found.

throwing things up in trees make everything a bit more fun.

with teamwork you can even get the heaviest watermelon home.

20 km cycling ride.

yesterday i looked through an envelope of pictures from when i was little. and i mean little-little. and then i got to hear the story of how i was born. the whole story. i've heard a few bits of it before. but not the whole thing. i was born two months pre-mature, and both me and my mom almost died. and she didn't get to even see me for a few hours, they rusched me away even before they told her i was a girl. 

i have such a respect for my mom, for everything she's gone through. for everything she's done for me. for the person she is. she truly is fantastic, and i get scared when i think about where i would be without her. i'm so blessed to have her. she is so so kind, and such an amazing person.

everybody deservs a person like her in their life.

 

I'm quite fond of this guy. And his twinsister. This is my moms godson. It's so fun to see him grow up, to have seen him be inside the womb and then when he finally was out in the world, so, so tiny. It's been two years in december, and time moves so quick. Feels like yesterday we went to the hospital with their big brother, to meet for the first time.

It's really fun to have been there seeing them grow up. And it makes me think of how precious it must be to be a parent in an other way than i have before. A different view on it all. How precious it is to be there for all things, small or big, seeing them take their first steps, seeing them grow, and learn and talk and... everything.

Its fun seeing him grow. And you all on my blog kinda have that too, too. And I just remembered i haven't posted the pictures i took for them at their 1st birthday. Someday those too, will be shown. 

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them in the process of growing {from the archieve}: I - II - III - IV - V - VI

I surprisingly woke up at 6am yesterday, even though i went to bed at 2.30am. The sky was clear blue, not even a cloud in sight. Quite magical-looking to be honest, so beautiful. I decided to go for a run, which i'm very thankful for doing. I ran downtown, where i've never been running before. I really have no idea why, because it was the most beautiful run ever. I can't even. That was such an amazing run, and the heat burned me while i was running, but as one who really loathes winter, i welcomed the heat with love.

 

I love running, as i've stated before. Ok, sometimes it's a pain in the ass, {quite literally, haha}. But most of the time i really love it. When i run, i get this feeling i don't get with many things in life, and it's amazing. When I started running in december i was so out of shape i couldn't even run for 10 minutes without dying {embarrassing i know} but i pushed and pushed even though it killed me and i had to lay down afterwords. My first goal was 30 minutes, and when i hit that i felt so amazing. The next goal was one hour. And i hit that sooner than i'd thought i would.

A few weeks ago i ran the farthest i've ever run. 13 km. one and a half hour. And it was so easy, and the feeling i got when i made it was amazing. I really love being able to run long distances now, it's the best feeling ever. 

I really love running. And I have to run here more often. I mean, just look at this!!!!!!!: And i love running early, early. Before the world really has woken up. I just passed a few people fishing, ah so lovely. 

 

Beautiful or what?!!! So, so, so amazing. And thank you again, Paramore, your music is the best to have in your ears while running. All the photos {except the two last} are taken with my iPhone while running. Seriously, iPhone i love you.


What's your favorite type of workout? Or just something that makes you really happy in general?

thank you so much for your sweet words, and its so lovely reading your comments. i love it so much. so amazing having people who like... me i guess. and i love hearing from you. wish i knew all of you guys.

 

{especially a huge love for you freja. your comments are so lovely, and i love them so much. they make my day, you are special, and i wish i knew you}

what's your summer looking like? and do you like the way it look, or do you wish it were different? would love to hear what you all think.

pictures from the last couple of days.